December.

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Birthdays. Birth. New Life. New Hope.
Bittersweet. Choices. Relinquishment. Emptiness.
Void unfulfilled. Solitude unmatched.
Always wanting. Similarity. Familiarity.
Always searching.

Searching. Empty-handed. Void. Abyss.
Holes. Always holes.
Words. No meaning. Questions. No answers.
Never knowing. Who I am.

Always wanting. Too much.
No return. No escape.
Fire within. Burns without.

Celebrate? Missing pieces.
Celebrate? Brokeness.

Celebrate her absence. How?
How then? How now?

 

 

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